Untitled. (laughs out loud again)

My funny bone has activated itself. Natatawa na lang ako habang ipinopost to. Why? Be-cauuuuse, I'm thinking about my dateability. Haha. I've been thinking about this for quite some time because it amuses me to actually get ditzy about this "issue".

Let me get this straight first, I've never had a boyfriend but I have no plans of having one yet. Besides, my parents don't think its the right time. (I agree, I think 15 is still young to tire myself with a commitment). But what happens when I start to get formally courted? Will I be an ideal girl? Anong klaseng interrogation gagawin ng parents ko? Yung sa madilim na lugar pa ba na may gumegewang-gewang na ilaw?! Goodness. Though I try to deny, I think I'm actually worried.

Its so intimidating to imagine myself in the dating world 'cause I'm such a tomboy. I don't know how dateable I am, or if I'll end up being the friend,but never the girlfriend. Ouch yun ha, parang sa movies lang ah.

Anyways,I think I'm becoming insecure, being the inexperienced chick that I am when it comes to dating and stuff. I just don't know if I can handle it. (Yeah medyo mababaw lang to, pero if you're in my position, its really not easy. Especially if the way your parents raised you was to patiently wait and wait and wait, meaning your only idea of a boyfriend-girlfriend scenario is from others. Iba pa rin kung ikaw ang nandun diba?)

I'll just play it safe. Wish me luck. *grins*