Emo is Gay.

I don't really know if emo really is gay, but I'm not posting about what emo's definition nowadays is. But I'll probably get there at some point as I type.

I'm a little furious for an issue that is not really for me to be bothered by, I don't know why I'm so affected. Some sophomores from our school (WHICH ARE HIGHLY SELF-CONFESSED EMO PEOPLE. GAAAAH. FUCK THAT) was stupid enough to cut themselves, but I'm not sure if they used a blade (point is, they cut themselves!), their hairstyles are very against the school regulations, and when called to the principal's office, they took the chance to blackmail some of the teachers they hate and commend negatively on their teaching methods and the way they're being "ridiculed" by those teachers.

Oh, now I know why I'm affected. Its because napakalaki nilang epal. They're science high school students. They should know better. Hindi na nila naisip yung mga sarili nila (were they possessed?) at yung reputation ng school pag nalaman na naglaslas sila kasi it will be no one else but the school itself to be blamed for pulling that off.


I hate the way they walk the corridors like some rebellious creatures, and how pathetic emo's influence in their life is.

Way...way...waaaay late Prom Post

THIS SUCKS. MY POST IS A LITTLE LATE. LIKE, HOW LAME AM I.

So prom night was WAY, WAY, WAAAAAAAAAAAAY fun.I don't know where to start. How

often do you see the people from your school all dressed up, their hair fixed, the cadettes

(ahem) looking so feminine...?!?! basta!!!. February 15 is definitely a date to remember.

I shall lose all formality in this post, haha! Kwento style muna ko, kids =)

I took off my heels at some point during the evening, but I eventually wore it back haha. The

venue was lovely, the food, everything! Even my hosting skills was put to the test (I was one

of the emcee's :] ) That night was like a dream, a trance, yet every dance,every smile and

laughter is three-dimensional.

I danced with Sir Raymund (our precalculus teacher), guy friends--Jay, Aldrin, Dan (he was

my longest dance and the most um, intimate?, we danced to three songs I think haha.Trust

me, we're just very good friends--it just so happened na may kinikwento ako sa kanya...ah

basta.),Jommel(woohoo!nominated for Prom Prince hehe), Allen (winner ng Prom Prince

harhar!), Josh(who was shorter than me, but nevertheless we enjoyed our dance!)... thanks

guys!

The party ended at exactly midnight. Medyo bitin, but its ok =) I didn't see a single

frown last night, even from the parents who chaperoned, they looked so energized

seeing us like socialites.

What else? Lots and lots of picture-taking, asaran on who will dance with whom,

more picture-taking of pairs [close to us] that we never thought would be so sweet on the

dancefloor (and also the pairs na ineexpect na naming sasayaw, but just waiting for the

right timing).

Gaaah. I'm seriously laughing at myself for posting this now,oh well. I want another prom :)

By the way, I'm very much addicted to Grey's Anatomy than when I got hooked on CSI. And

uh, I have a crush on Dr.Shepherd!Ü

February 13.

Sadly (I think), I cannot think of anything to post at the time. I've noticed lots of people have become tired of blogging. Oh well.

I've been thinking for the past ten minutes about what to type in this free, blank space of online wonder called blogging. This is the best post I can come up with before Valentines =p

I want to...
fall in love
have my first kiss in the rain
eat pizza all day
contribute to world peace
take thousands of polaroids
jump and run on the beach
lock myself in my room and listen to my mp3 for hours
eat chocolate and not feel guilty about it
dance shamelessly
sing out of the shower
live in a large house with a music studio
adopt 10 dogs
fly
scream my lungs out on the rooftop
give roses to everyone on valentines
follow the rules next time
explore space
publish a book
visit another country and become a world-class traveller
manage my very own tshirt shop
learn how to ride the waves
ride a motorbike
go parasailing
conquer my fear of snakes
BUNGEE JUMP!
SKY DIVE!
become invisible at will
die happy









MEET MY CREATOR AND LIVE WITH HIM FOREVER.

UPDATES :)

Woah. I survived one week without internet. Yeah. I wasn't able to buy my net card 'cause of too many (and I MEAN MEGA EXCESSIVE) expenses the past weeks, plus I've been busy anyway together with the Junior Club (as the org always acts as the prom committee).

Update, update. Nothing much, days pass more quickly, I've noticed. Ayun, my week pretty much rotated with fixing the invitation for the prom and helping out with the program's final touches...oh, and my parents had an argument last night over the phone. I've never heard my mom so angry that night. I've heard her get mad, but last night was different. They made up the next day, so I guess it was nothing too major and I didn't bother to ask anymore.

One of the things that scare me the most is to have my parents argue, when in the past days, everything was going the way they should be.

This will be a short update post, but before I end, there's something I need to say...that I don't want to fall for the person who once hurt my friend a year ago, and who just broke up with a girl from his class a few weeks ago. Dang. Sana mawala to.


AND ONE VEEEEEEERY LAST THING, GLOBE IS SO FREAKIN' UNFAIR.